Wow i'm updating

sorry its been a while, my filter on the comp. decided to filter out xanga and i was to lazy to fix it. 

so alot has been going on lately. 

i've still been trying to recover from this sickness i have.  i'm going on my third week of being mildly sick yet

weekends have been good

we suprised liz and sarah for their birthdays on friday by kidnapping them.  good times.  it didn't go as well as planned but it worked

saturday i chilled at sarah's with some other people and watched a girl movie.  then liz and sarah made a fort?  ok.  it was a good one i must say

does anybody else have money issues right now?  because i do..  and it sucks to worry about them

first off i'm like about $400 dollars in debt to my parentals for car insurace.  i think i'm going to take off collision

secondly my job doesn't pay enough to keep up with my needs

thirdly i must start saving for college.  or maybe i'll just us the GG fund. 

and fourthly i have a rather large dream and i am dreaming right now, and if i want to make this $3000-4000 dream a reality, i  need money soon and i need to decide if i can do this whole dream or not.  i really want to too.  nobody is allowed to know about it yet.  sorry

so basically i need 10,000 by the end of my senior summer.  and i have about non of that

what other things are on my mind?

the usual,  much more often now is relationships...and the ladies of course, and whats going on with them.  just trying to figure things out if you know what i mean

college is big now too.  its scary to think about what i'm going to do for the rest of my life.  and that i have to decided that at the age of 18, i feel so young, yet when your at age 10, 18 seems so old.  you think that you would be able to make these decisions with ease, but its not coming as easy as i thought

school is really beating down.  my life seems to be filling up with lots of work and whatnot. 

oo..extreme dissapointment for the day.  i didn't get the summer job i wanted.  it just looks like i'm to busy for me to be able to work for them.  sad i know.  i am saddened.  i really want to leave forest hills foods because the pay sucks and my random hours suck.  i want freakin consistent hours.  maybe i'll get better hours at orchard hills.  i hope so.  it looks like i'm working there for the summer.  i like that place i think.  maybe.  idk, i will unless i find another job.  hopefully i will

large entrance i know.  but it got alot off my mind.  let me know house your life is going

i'm updating

so i haven't done this in a while because my computer was being stupid.  and.  ya i guess it was a decent weeks break from it. 

this week was good.  except that i was sick for most of it, and i still am

so the week basically sucked because i couldn't last school without a masssive headache. 

sinus infection i think

anyways this weekend was pretty good. 

friday night i went to trentons and chilled with people then me sarah becky christina and liz went to brads for the Dance Party.  it was pretty tight.  mad people were trashed though, quite funny to see. 

saturday i worked and my manager was a jerk.  the one that worked at night.  i think she has a extreme dislike for me.  whatever its time for a new job anyways.  baggin sucks. 

then i chilled.  good times

today.  idk whats going on, soccer maybe?

anyways nothing really new going on in life.  let me know how stuff is going

BAAAAAaaaaaaa

well well well....last time i updated..i was sitting the exact same place

as i always am      odd

anyways whats been going on?  oo you know.  maybe some...school.  it sucks

um first off the roads were crap today.  and people died today because of it.  stupid schools making us drive. 

then...so ya.  me and sarah walked around the upper commons before first hour because we were  already tardy and nobody was in the room.  so we just..walked. 

anybody that has mr. kroschell will know what i'm talking about here

um..  so in Pre-calc we have this student teacher.  who i thought wasn't going to teach i thought he was just going to help, thats what kro said atleast, but nows he teaching.  its not so bad that hes teaching its his...hmm....clothing selections i must say. 

first off he looks like a bobble head.  seriously

secondly he wears as tight or tighter pants than most girls in our school

he wears shirts that look like girl shirts, and when he lifts his arm you can see his little happy trail....ooo how enjoyable

and the worse part.  i sit front row.  hm..  quite the view from up there.  ewww

anyways we have these religions skits ....and nobody is ready for them.  at all.  and two people in my group haven't been here the whole week.  faboo.  (thats half way to fabulous for all you idiots that think its french)

anyways today i went to go get another job because forest hills food sucks

don't get me wrong...i like working ..with some of you, but some of you are odd, and creepy, and ..not the smartest people on the block.  but different personalities are good.  but..if you don't know what a prostetic leg is...and you think all of them are wooden.  you must be from lowell.  you know who you are....haha adam

anyways tomorow night should be soo sweeet..  super big dance party thanks to kate.  that should be sweet.  chill with cool people too.  and maybe chapel will be good because borst and diekema are doing it.  and deikema is the sssssssweeetest . 

anyways going back to the old song. a this one is sweeeet but i gotta switch

o and taking back sunday is coming out with a new cd.  i'm excited. 

so heres copeland again.  with "no one really wins"

first soccer practice tonight was alright.  i'm outta endurance shape and very rusty

we go outside for practice next week tuesday.  sweet

adios

turn up the music so you can hear it

wow...xanga is changing everything.  its wierd

anyways i'm getting over my cold...which is good

had to work tonight..but i got off early...so thats good

i'm really hungry right now

anyways....Nubs Nob was pretty sweet cept i was sick so that kinda sucked..snowboarding sick just isnt' as fun as it is when your normal...yes

um... why doesnt mr. diekema teach more classes?

 because that dude..is sweet

had him for MEAP review today..very funny

please agree with me

i'm looking forward to this weekend..it should be pretty tizzite.  yes sire. 

how was ur weekend? thats good. 

anyways..i'm gonna go eat...or something...

stupid entry

song suggestions?